At the current moment I am putting myself in a tight pickle. I really need to be careful with what I do. I want this so badly but not at the expense of the other… Whyyy must they be so close to each other?! Am I awful for thinking that???
I did something childish and immature and it may have cost me a friendship. Ugh.
I honestly believe that one of the best feelings is what you feel when you come home from a long trip and sleep in your bed for the first time in however many days. Waking up the next day you feel amazing.
To make it better, this morning I woke up to an amazing thunderstorm. I am truly happy right this very second. :)
It’s been a while….
Oh hey what’s up??? Haven’t been here for a while.
Time to start back up! :)
Dear boy,
You are making me feel things, that I never even believe existed.
…..please stop it unless you plan to stay.
Thank you, Sarah
Music is my life.
Today my life has consisted solely of Death Cab for Cutie.
Made my day not fall to pieces. I’m completely astounded by how much music holds my life together.
The perfect explanation to how I feel
So I was stumbling and I came across this…. It is perfect:
I don’t think you understand how much it hurts.
Every time someone says “Are you two dating?” and I have laugh and reply “Oh no, we’re just friends.”
Every time I hear that song we always sing on the radio.
Every time you lean towards me, but it’s nothing.
Every time we hug goodbye, and I wish I could hold on forever.
I love being friends with you, but it’s killing me.
And you don’t even know.
Tonight…
Tonight I believe there were some positive steps taken in the right direction. I genuinely came home feeling happy and without an draw backs to the night. :) So all in all I had a good day, even though I had a migraine and still do. That being said, I say goodnight; time to go to sleep. <3
Feeling
I am a huge bundle of craziness right now. Most people would say I’m full of emotions, but I have yet to fully believe in the entire aspect of emotions. Yeah I know, I’m craaaazy!

I think, doing something artistic will help clear my mind. Next week, that’s jusssst what I’m going to do!
Freedom
So finals are this week. I’m oh so ready for break to be here already just so that I may have a break from the craziness of school, and people as well. So anyways, I just have to get through my two tests tomorrow (which I don’t really feel motivated to study right now) and I will be free!! :) Yaaay!

Cherish
Remember to cherish every moment of your life because you never know what will happen next. ”This road is anything but simple, twisted like a riddle.”
Rip Jamie <3
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You can’t describe the sea, unless you’ve been there before. It’s just a mystery, until your standing on the shore, and moved by every wave. ♥
A change??
I think I have gotten over my dog fear… well at least for the smaller ones. Therefore, I decided that I want to get a puppy. After much research, I decided I think I wanna get a Puggle. They are precious!!! Hmmmmmm….


